As I have explained in my previous posts, things have been mighty difficult. My newest hurdle is learning to do things when I think I should rather than waiting.
I have made this discovery after an opportunity has arisen to make my life go back to what I feel is normal but, due to my pessimism or procrastination or whatever the hell is wrong with me I am unprepared and it will be my downfall. And I have no one to blame but myself.
I hope I learn from this. I hope that I do not take this and simply forget. I hope that it works out, but I suffer the consequences of my wrongdoing.
But really I just hope it works. Prayer hands.
Random Reflections 